Don't Look Back

fickle minded. those two words describe me perfectly.

as fickle as i normally am, which usually only applies to shopping. definitely not fickle minded when it comes to being friends with someone. i really don't get it, why can't the past be kept in the past? there is really no need to be so melodramatic about such things anymore. people are moving forward so why stick in the past while eating your heart out. there is really no need for any sort of verbal violence or accusation at this point.

just thinking about that particular moment makes me wonder why i was so silly to believe every word from your mouth. jumping into conclusions only ended up with an ugly scene full of tears and anger. anyhow, being angry and upset about the whole thing will not be part of my plan right now nor in the near future. forgiven but definitely not forgotten, yet.

on a slightly brighter note,

whatcha guys doing for New Years Eve?

here's a colorful picture :)


xoxo,
Mel

Lakeside Library

Hasn't been such a great day for me, well all emotions aside now. Let's talk about something a little happier! :) lets start with Tae Yang's hotness. I know the Big Bang fever in me faded quite an amount but how can I stop the Tae Yang obsession right? Cmon, JUST LOOK AT HIM!!



He's is definitely Oozing out sex.

Yeah well Chris, I hate to admit that I Need a Girl is pretty much STUCK in my head -.- I guess I will have to eat back my words saying that I don't like it cause it's so damn chessy! But it's actually really catchy, the beat and that body. woah! :) you win lah babi u LOL

This software, Visual Studio took up half of my day just downloading it! It's 4pm and I'm all alone in the library. I mean there are people but of course everybody is minding their own business so it does feel much loneliness. sigh. Wishing you were here.

I can't wait to test out my Zodiac sign program and see if it works perfectly! I need to be happy at least once today right? Gimme some satisfaction lah.

Should I call my dad now to pick me up? hmm. Just awhile more :) never stayed back till this late before so might as well just enjoy the view from here. Will just grab a Subway laters :) first meal of the day. Pathetic much? Gonna get gastritis man. -.-

Will continue on my first-meal-of-the-day later on!

xoxo,
Mel

EDIT: AHHH!!! *JUMPS IN JOY* MY PROGRAM WORKS PERFECTLY! :3 HEHEHEHE. *GRINS* BYEBYE!

Gloomy Sunday

it's copper, you like? :) a very unique colour, usually people would go for mahogany shades :) yes got it digital permed as well and not to mention a haircut, all in one week. haha wonder if my hair would go all bad, i'm sure it's strong enough :3

watched Dear John on DVD yesterday twice, a very touching and romantic movie. it has a slow phase to it, very gradual throughout it's storyline. teared one or two times. i love Amanda Seyfried's voice, really melodious.. that could lullaby you to sleep. :)

it's a cold and wet afternoon, am still seeing the rain outside my window and wind blowing.. wishing you were here.

Shadows

I'm gonna be OK, baby without you...

what i really want to do now is to live a happy and carefree life without having to worry about anything. then again that's what everybody wants.. no? unfortunately life isn't as simple as that. not mine anyway.

xoxo,
Mel

had better days

many thoughts endlessly pondering in my mind likewise, my emotions have been changing endlessly the whole day.. having to think about exams and at the same time whatever that's bothering me or what had happened bothered me or even how im feeling right now. such a burden huh.

lately, i have been listening to songs sung by Scouting For Girls, their songs are real birt-ish very indie rock.

Always up for a laugh,
she's a pain in the ass Every time that we meet,
I skip a heartbeat.

GG

today was definitely a gossipy and interesting day.
Guess what I've been doing for the past days this week??
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GOSSIP GIRL MANIA!!! I've watched 17 episodes on Jine's ipod already and the last part of episode 17 was oh so utterly jaw dropping! and the suspense is killing me!!!! i so can't wait to watch episode 18 tomorrow!!! :D thanks to Jine and Carmen making me watch it, my ears are wide open for Gossips right now. bring it on bitch!

Damn.. now, i regret not reading gossip girl.

Christopher Chace Crawford a 22 year old hottie who plays Nate Archibald in Gossip Girl. Damn....... He can really make out *imagines* HAHAHA!
hey, you can't blame me! he is has such sexy blue eyes. =/

seriously!? do i look like a bitch? geezers people!
i guess i have gotta admit that everyone usually judges the book by its cover.... well thank god you know the true me now..

I know you love me...
xoxo *wink*